After 20 years of searching for happiness in meditation, affirmations and therapy, I realized that she was getting nowhere. I kept circling within the same negative thoughts and feelings. Life was sometimes better and sometimes worse, but there was no true fulfillment. I kept dreaming to be happy one day, hoping for a relationship, more money and more love. In 2016, I discovered the self-investigation process of ShoomKloom. Here I came to see my illusions and mis-identifications in a new light. I gained the tools to be at ease with what is (in comfortable and uncomfortable situations), to know myself for real, and to be here now. It is a joy for me to share ShoomKloom with the world.