Hello,

Life isn't always easy, is it?

I've always felt that life was difficult, that I needed to struggle, that I wasn't supposed to have what I wanted (let alone ask for it).

My emotions were a problem for me.  I couldn't handle them, and so I dissociated.  I have been diagnosed with Multiple Personality Disorder.  It's something I have lived most of my life with, without realizing it.

It wasn't till 2010 when my only daughter died suddenly at the age of 23 that my life changed significantly.

I had done a lot of courses, mostly energy type work,…